...I'll actually update my dA with stuff.

Yay for me...

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I'm so tired of MRIs.

So I have this one deviation that I did a couple years ago from a stock image. I didn't do a whole lot to it (in my opinion), but I tend to get the most hits and favourites on that image and I don't feel like it's right. I'm thinking about taking it down and putting it into scraps...

The image is entitled "Bitch" after the Meredith Brooks song.

Bitch by ~issamonster on deviantART

It's pretty and all, but even though I did mention in the comments to check out the original stock photo, I still feel bad taking credit for an already great image.

Should I take it down or just not worry about it?


Comments, please.

+Victoria is sweet
-she never stops singing
+Brittany is nice
-she is weird

+Victoria won two refrigerators
-I don't win ANYTHING

+No curfews
-tiny ass room with 2 other girls
-3 girls go through more toilet paper than 3 boys
-one shower

+cheaper parking permit
-parking in BFE

+I quit Panera
+I work in the ITS department at UNF in the computer lab
+I walk to work
+I can do my homework
-pay cut

Tally:
+ 9
- 8

I guess things are looking up.

And my on and off boyfriend of 2 and a half years are back together.

...Or at least that's how I'm feeling. I just can't seem to get ahead anymore. One thing after another after another after another keeps going wrong. It seems that for every good thing that happens to me, 2 bad things happen... It's severely frustrating. Last night I was to the point of crying so hard I had to keep myself from throwing up.
I just don't know what to do anymore. I've already hermitized myself to keep from spending excesses of money like I used to... I've started cooking for myself at home so that I wouldn't need to buy fast food. All I do is work, and still the universe finds time in between my work and sleep to attack me with something else.

Am I being tested? Let's throw everything we can at Issa to find her breaking point. ...It's coming quickly. It's tempting to just use the rest of my money for a plane ticket and fly to Virginia and just vegetate in my mother's wasteland, or maybe to LA and live with my friend Derek and get my foot into the door with photography without even going to school. Who knows. Anything sounds better than what I'm going through right now.

My brain doesn't stop. I have such a hard time feeling happy, lately. I remember a time when I always smiled... It's sad because it wasn't that long ago, but it stopped so abruptly.

+ Good times with close friends at Casbah
- Speeding ticket: 83$
+ Tuition, books, and dorms all covered by scholarships
- Radiator fan breaks in car: 400$
- Brakes stop working properly: 380$
- Car accident, estimated 800$ repair; amount actually paid: 200$
- 2 new tires to replace bald ones: 170$
- A/C in car dies, estimated 1000$+ to fix... not even going to bother
+ Interview at Express in TownCenter
- It was a group interview, so I don't know how I did
+ Business proposition as wedding photographer in Sept.
- worst service ever at Hooters
+ Drive out to Jax Beaches at night to calm down
- Speeding ticket: 83$
- 2 cars try to kill me on the way home by cutting me off really close on I95
____________________
Tally up:
5 positive.
10 negative.


...Point proven.